Today we finished the Non-Verbal Communication topic. It ended with a group work (it seems compulsory... I. Have. No. Idea.) and my mates chose me to be their representative. It was depressing lol but I stood up anyway. Public speaking is never my thing... and it's not heritable either. Yeah. I was a nervous mess.
My group is way too hilarious. One of them started to explain about a situation and then the other one interfered and said "kereta mangkuk"... I was trying to understand what she meant, and by the end of the discussion all we had were four points, and one "kereta mangkuk" point. Whatever she was trying to say, I'm sorry, I don't get it... and to top it all off, I think I like my group mates. Yay, I'm finally not "forever alone" anymore!
It doesn't matter if you're an A-crowd in high school... it doesn't matter if you have like an army to defend you when you were accused or being picked at back then. It doesn't matter if you were the admin of your senior class. Hey, I'm still struggling here, on terms of friends and fiiting in, I mean. It takes time and efforts. It's already my third week here and I'm still going from one person to one person, aside from my group mates, to see if they have the quality like my best buddies last year. This sounds very mean, but I can't help but be choosy, it's just that what I had last year was one you can call magnificent and wonderful.Being choosy can be beneficial too, you know.
I miss my friends...
I'm worried that I won't have lunch buddies for next semester (and the upcoming semesters)... LOL. Oh dear... so much for trying to fit in.
Can't help but wonders where is my 'confidence' these days...
Note to self: MAKE FRIENDS!!!
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